Sunday, August 31, 2008

Deodorant How Long Lasting

Lost

I'm drowning in the swamp of my confusion.

More and more I think going down, they lose.
And I'm around there's no one picks me up.
I do not know who to trust, I do not know which way to go, I do not know whether to believe in promises ripping a smile.

I no longer distinguish between what I want, I do not know the difference between truth and fear, I do not know ...

are silent because there is too much outside noise inside of me.

do not know if I trust I do not know whether to abandon or change direction.
not even know why this time the tears come. There is a node that you want to dissolve mica ...


Then I think perhaps I should go out .. I painted my fingernails red, I choose something in the closet and go out for a walk.
observe unfamiliar faces well protected behind the lenses of my glasses. Do not take them out ... many think I'm snobby and make me smile 'is what I missed ... and I try, clumsily, to protect me because I am in a place that I do not know.

I would like to see you come to me. Find me, take ...

Friday, August 29, 2008

Corn Heating Pad Ohio





Space space, I will, plenty of room for sweet move
wound
want room to grow
wander and sing the plunge
of divine wisdom.
give me space space
I screamed inhuman

that cry of silence over the years that I have seen at first hand.

Merini Alda, from "Empty Love"

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Tinkerbell Invitations Program

alone with me I start with the brake pulled

Lately I find myself walking alone, walking hand in hand with myself in the thoughts of tripping.

seems strange but only in those moments I have the illusion of being in a city that is not mine. And I like it.

I like to think one day, everywhere. Free.

Any place will do until it is too tight space inside me.

And tonight singing with her .

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Intuit Quickbooks License Number



utime I noticed that I find it difficult to fully express myself on the virtual pages of this blog.

may not seem like it, but inside I do not feel that lightness in writing the things I really would like to outsource. And 'as if it remained buried in a place of untold.


E 'as if something had suddenly jammed. I do not feel more fluid flow, are the brakes.


Maybe I should do as those who leave their own blog "official" and one with an avatar crearmene type kitten or monkey and hide myself under a different identity.


Maybe what I say is inconvenient and often outspoken, but I'm like: I hate the hypocrisy and false moralism.


I find the spontaneity that after I had written made me feel lighter.


I take my pencils and charcoals tonight ... I have sketched a face of a woman with a finger in front of the mouth is a sign for silence.